It was a really scary moment in my life to figure that out, but it also helped me process that he was going through so much and he was hiding so much, and there must have been a lot of shame in that'] Holker also combed through his journals: 'He was wrestling with a lot inside himself, and he was trying to self-medicate and cope with all those feelings because he didn't want to put it on anyone because he loved everyone so much.'.
Allison Holker defends revealing late husband Stephen Boss' dark secrets in tell-all book after backlash Stephen 'tWitch' Boss's widow Allison Holker defended her decision to include his alleged drug addiction and childhood molestation by a male figure in her upcoming tell-all This Far after facing a barrage of backlash from his friends and family.
'It was a really scary moment in my life to figure that out, but it also helped me process that he was going through so much and he was hiding so much, and there must have been a lot of shame in that.'.
The 36-year-old So You Think You Can Dance judge previously claimed she uncovered a 'cornucopia' of drugs — including mushrooms and pills - inside shoeboxes in his closet while picking out an outfit for him to wear at his funeral.
However, the Alabama-born pop-and-locking dancer's autopsy showed no drugs nor alcohol in his system when he took his own life, at age 40, in 2022 from a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head.
