In her book, Only Say Good Things: Surviving Playboy and Finding Myself, she spilled all on her time at the Mansion, including the "odd and robotic" sex Hugh required of her and the other girls around at the time.
For years, both Playboy models were one of Hugh’s original girlfriends on The Girls Next Door - but although for many fans it all seemed full of glam and glitz, the reality was far darker.
''But Valentine's Day was always about everybody,'' said Holly who had to pretend she liked ''hanging out with the girls almost more'' than she enjoyed spending time together with her millionaire partner.
Spilling the beans about the legendary mansion where Hugh lived until his death in 2017, Holly also revealed her secret rage that TV viewers never saw.
But ever since leaving the multi-million property where they lived together for almost a decade, Holly Madison and Bridget Marquardt have spilled the beans on what being a Playboy Bunny was really like.